Now, I would not consider myself a pessimist, nor a cynical person. But I would say that I am starting to become one. I see much beauty in life and wish to see the best for people. I like to make people laugh and I feel somewhat complete with my life. But, there also is a voice in my head preaching that the end is near and people, overall are pretty disgusting and have bad intentions. I am a man of paradoxes and spend a large amount of time pondering why these paradoxes seem so evident in my life. Especially in a society where we are logical and try to keep that equilibrium, it seems baffling that these ideas reside in my brain.
Now it really befuddles me when I think of the nebulous domain of the unconscious. What is my inner body telling me about the world, and more importantly about me?! I don't think I have a discerning personality, I find myself quite lovable at times, and I do have my dark moments. But what really matters? Freudian psychology bases everything about anger and sex. I would say the problem is that I'm lacking angry sex.
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